2010년 3월 5일 금요일
Today have computer science quiz.
I have not ready well for it.
After the class my mood turn down 180 degrees.
I seem make wrong decision already, am i?
I feeling scare as i hate lose and fail in life!
How come i feeling not confidence and i want to escape it...
Suddenly, my brain become blank!
I can't focus well on my studies this few days.
When Economics lesson, i really try to focus but failed!
Shit! How come like this!
I really can't get the knowledge from lectures..
Oh my god! i feel myself making wrong decision!
On that moment, i felt stressful so until my tears flown out silently...
I feel myself can't do it well anymore!
I not have the confidence to move on again as scare the fail!
Besides that, my pronunciation is very bad!"Chi-Eng"?
I don't know why like that? How to change it?
Everyday speaks and orals it but nobody corrects me.
Its also my fault? Damn!
I agreed because my English is very broken!
Many vocabulary and spelling i don't know!
Even the youngest is good than me!
This makes me feel so shame!
How come my English is very weak!
Sorry to who always teach me English before but i have not study it well!
No matter is sentences or essays, i can't write it well..
I hate like this!
Ya, i am a stupid!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Pause My MUSIC.
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