2010년 3월 26일 금요일
今天的我在一瞬间狂流泪。。
抛开自尊心，抛开别的想法在朋友老师哭泣！
记得以前老师说心情低潮时最好的发泄是哭泣！
一直哭一直哭可是脑袋一直在钻牛角尖思考！想放弃；想逃避！
我反复问自己我又能力再继续下去吗？！我一直反复负面思考！
可是，泪水停了心情冷静下来时，我认真反省自己的缺点和再给自己一次机会！
我不想就停在这个点上！我想继续往前！
这是刚开始我怎么能就那么容易放弃！
重新收拾心情再次下定决心好好面对！
这天我终于明白自己是属于”人是要撞板才知痛“这一类！
Thanks friends and puan zakiah ^^,
我会加油的！
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오후 3:47
2010년 3월 23일 화요일
Today is my friend, Sim Yen Ting's big day~
Haha ^^ Happy Birthday to you,babe =)
幸好刚才傻婆没有哭，因为我打电话给在ＫＡＭＰＡＲ的她～有感动吗？
其实我很想她～傻婆！！！！！！
我觉得我们俩还是那么亲朋好友～
我非常想你哦～～～
呵呵，ｓｏｐｏ，我爱你사랑해요♥～
Ｐ／ｓ：
记得彼此的约定～
韩国在等着我们去吃喝玩乐～
演唱会等着我们去热场呐喊～
婷，
我们一定要做一辈子的傻婆拍档哦～
永远永远爱着我们所爱的“男人”～
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오후 10:50
2010년 3월 20일 토요일
我以我们蓝家家族成员为傲♥
妖精们，我们做到了！
我以我们所爱的男人为荣♥
你们终于来大马！
虽然。。
不是１３而是１０
可是。。
你们给了我们那么棒的夜晚♥
我们都能感受到你们的热情～
尖叫声不曾断续；彼此默契无敌！
掌声连续不停；蓝海波浪现真爱～
男人男人，
我们ＥＬＦ永远爱你们！
我们ＥＬＦ永远支持你们！
♥守护彼此的约定♥
슈퍼주니어
사랑해요♥
SUPER JUNIOR
ELF LOVE YOU FOREVER♥
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오후 10:39
2010년 3월 17일 수요일
Today i have seen a disgusted incident...
It was happened at somewhere parking area where behind our college...
Oh my god! This really shows a worse cultural to children!
Actually both of them have wrong not only the young!
The young guy parked his car and blocked the old man car...
Damn! It happened when we were sitting for our Mathematics quiz!
All of us complaint too noisy as the "horn" sound nonstop at there..
I noticed the old man don't know how to sign out his car from the back!
Even he was helped by the passerby but it failed!
On that moment, the young guy came out from somewhere!
Lucky,there have passerby if not the young guy would be slapped by the older!
However, the old man also not have self discipline!
He was spiting to the young in front all the passerby!
Walao eh! What was the manner showed by him!
Shit! The attitude made me feel shame also as MALAYSIANS too!
What the hell! This is a worse attitude!
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오후 7:07
2010년 3월 11일 목요일
I never feel the scary like now what i am feeling it...
It seems i can't get more communicate with my friends,Am i?
I really don't know how to communicate with friends already...
Since i was young communication is easily for me but now not so...
Anyone can give me some suggestions or advise?
I am not really sure what i am done is correct or wrong for all of you...
Headache on this kind problem! ={
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오후 5:29
2010년 3월 5일 금요일
Today have computer science quiz.
I have not ready well for it.
After the class my mood turn down 180 degrees.
I seem make wrong decision already, am i?
I feeling scare as i hate lose and fail in life!
How come i feeling not confidence and i want to escape it...
Suddenly, my brain become blank!
I can't focus well on my studies this few days.
When Economics lesson, i really try to focus but failed!
Shit! How come like this!
I really can't get the knowledge from lectures..
Oh my god! i feel myself making wrong decision!
On that moment, i felt stressful so until my tears flown out silently...
I feel myself can't do it well anymore!
I not have the confidence to move on again as scare the fail!
Besides that, my pronunciation is very bad!"Chi-Eng"?
I don't know why like that? How to change it?
Everyday speaks and orals it but nobody corrects me.
Its also my fault? Damn!
I agreed because my English is very broken!
Many vocabulary and spelling i don't know!
Even the youngest is good than me!
This makes me feel so shame!
How come my English is very weak!
Sorry to who always teach me English before but i have not study it well!
No matter is sentences or essays, i can't write it well..
I hate like this!
Ya, i am a stupid!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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오후 8:24
