2009년 5월 21일 목요일
18th Birthday is coming soon on next week..
Last week i felt happy to plan for it..
But today i change my mood to face it..
How can i think that all the idiot!!!
Actually BIRTHDAY is meaningless for me..
Around five years i don't have celebrate it even with my parents or friends...
I don't know use what feeling to face more...
What can i dreaming more on it for now...
Even thought my friends also...........
Just can say the life really meaningless for now...
If can i want to stop it!!
Just let it be silently pass away!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Just keep going on the LONELINESS....
I don't like friends to show sympathy for me...
I will feel shame and hurt more on it.....
Pause My MUSIC.
오후 10:53