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梦终究是梦

2010-08-10T01:04:00.000+08:00

昨晚彻夜没法睡因为什么？头痛！
这次的头痛非常要我的命！难受死了！
我大概坐着到凌晨4－5点吧？
我应该痛昏睡过去了。。。
当我起来我非常不想醒！当时我在梦里面对我心里的憧憬！
梦里是真诚，诚实，感情的朋友们和那个人！
可是，那个人我不知到是谁！他是我梦寐以求的伴侣！
懂得包容，坦白，细心，保护，体贴我的人＝］
我能感觉到那梦是真实的，可是只有一瞬间让我体会到关怀。。。
不久久被妈妈叫醒了！梦也结束了！
我也醒了！可惜。。。。

这么多年来我不敢谈情可是我却勇于尝试了解男生。。。
我发现男生真的比女生还要难懂！
每次大家都说“女人心，海地针”，我觉得“男人心，一盘沙”！
女生真心时，男生花心！
男生无情时，女生哭泣！
女生放手时，男生后悔！
什么烂逻辑！

空了的心

2010-07-13T01:23:00.000+08:00

有谁能补回我心里的伤痕。。。
对！
现在的我想恋爱了。。。
可是又有缘分出现吗？
我也晓得幸福是没法勉强的！
我还那个脑袋少根筋的女生。。。

男生真的很难了解。。。

无意间的惊喜

2010-06-12T16:38:00.000+08:00

刚洗完正要上楼去无意间发现了一份信封在楼梯。。
我发现字体非常熟悉。。呵呵 =D
一秒都不用想都知道谁给我的惊喜了！
哈哈哈！小瓜，你的习惯都没变哦~
你还是喜欢用墨水笔多于原子笔！
当下我立刻拿起来到房间。。。
看着看着那么长时间没看到的字体。。哈哈 =D
字体还是那么可爱整齐。。。

我没想到你在我生日前几天就寄给我。。。感动哦！
25号没错吧？呵呵~谢谢哦。。宝贝=）
不愧是小瓜的型~
我非常喜欢你送我的小礼物~可爱极了！
放心，我一定一定会好好珍惜它们！
它们就好像是你了~

P.S: 你看到我的面书写的吗？哈哈~别哭了哦！爱你想你~

Holidays now

2010-06-11T21:07:00.000+08:00

I have finished my first semester...

I have around one month to rest and relax...

However, i feel very boring after one week...

Oh My God!

I just always watching movie at home..,

Actually i have a trip but on 23rd June to HK...

Now i just stay at home and lazy go out with anyone...

This is very lame!

I told my friends i have dating but that is a lie...

I don't know why i will tell them like that?

Maybe i had LOSE?

I don't like people see me like a weird girl...

I can't ignore it...

This is truth!

I am a meaningless girl...

I dislike and hate many things...

So all my friends dislike communicate with me? I guess so...

As i am a bore and not funny people =S

Too mature? Over already? I think so...

I'm 19 years old already...

I don't want to waste my time to match with others by force!

WILLING? UNWILLING?

Now i just want to travel and move from MALAYSIA to other places!

I HATE TO STAY IN MALAYSIA AND HATE TO BE A MALAYSIAN!

I WANT CHANGE! I WANT CHANGE!

I HATE BORING LIFE SPECIALLY STAY IN THIS BORING COUNTRY!

My big day♥531

2010-05-31T23:47:00.000+08:00

Today is my big day, 19years old..

Actually i don't have the mood to celebrate it..

This is because the final exam..

I'm quite busy studying on those important subjects.. xD

This few days i meet with my group members to do revision..

I really appreciate i have them always with me, advise me, encourage me and correct me..!

Thank you to all of you members~

THANKS TO JONATHAN

THANKS TO LEE

THANKS TO ESTHER

I ALSO NEED TO THANK TO MY PARENTS~

THEY ALSO CARING ON ME MUCH!

LOVE YOU MUMMY AND BROTHER~

另外~

我还要谢谢我最宝贵的友谊~

姐妹们~我很感动哦~

一位一位来说啊~~

最最最爱我的姐妹，燕和宁。。

姐妹们，谢谢你们~我很开心你们在我身边~

今年不能一起庆祝可是未来的日子一定能一起的！

我超级爱你们~♥

我最最最疼爱保护的小瓜，涵~~

你是我的开心果，我是你的分享果~

我们永远永远都要相亲相爱哦~♥♥

我真的非常谢谢缘分因为缘分让我们相识~

小瓜！！！！！！！！！

大瓜永远爱你守护你！！！！！！！！！

我还要谢谢一群朋友们包括ELF妖精家族成员~谢谢你们的祝福~

面书里有好多朋友来留言~

我还是一一回谢了~

谢谢你们！！！！

完美的19岁生日回忆~

Thank You ♥ My dearest Mum

2010-05-10T00:12:00.001+08:00

I Love You..My mum..

9th May 2010

♥Mother's Day♥

Today i be chef to cook the dinner for my family..

Hehe..^^v..How you think on my foods?

My family almost finished them..^^v

My brother bought the Blueberry Cake which is my mum favorite..

Thank You very much...

Mummy!

You are my life;

You are my heart;

You are my all...

Lord, I'm appreciate for your kindness...

As you give me a wonderful mummy!

Thank You...

Have a nice dinner with "Mummy",Lisa♥

2010-05-01T23:19:00.001+08:00

Tonight some of the us, CFP babies have taken dinner with Lisa~

Ya...Tonight is Lisa's farewell party!

Too bad...She is leaving us soon...

No more lecturers can "nice" with us except our mummy, Lisa!

Hahaha...!!! She very nice with all of us~

I very like this lecturer as she is very friendly to everyone~

She also very take care her babies, CFP!!!

Hahaha...!!! Mummy is preparing to continue her Master course...

She decides to leave us for one year....

Take care, my lovely lecturer~
We will miss you so much...!!!
Don't forget come back to see us when you are having holidays~
Please Take care yourself!!!

사랑해요♥ Miss Lisa...

What the useless !!!!!

2010-04-21T22:05:00.000+08:00

This few weeks i have to rush to complete all the useless reports!

What the hell for those!

I really feel damn tired to do all the sucks!

I have to rush all until midnight or no need to sleep!

Walao! I really Bei Tahan no sleeping!

I feel like want to go meet the Hell already!

Sleeping is most important part in my life!

Without sleeping, what i will become?

PANDA! Arghhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!

Damn! Fuck! What the bull shit!

God, Please give me many energy and ideals to complete all!

Haiz, the other thing is no celebration....

Just be patient to wait for the college holidays!

I want June but i dislike May as all presentations and exam fix on that month !

Haiz..This year i think no need to celebrate my birthday as examination is around it!

Books and Notes will celebrate with me!

Arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!

A wonderful dream

2010-04-18T10:35:00.000+08:00

규종 오빠~사랑해요♥

너무너무 행복해요~

정말 꿈에서 당신을 만나 행복을 느끼♥

Thanks God

2010-04-10T10:38:00.000+08:00

Thank You, God.

Everyone is save and fine!

My friend, don't blame yourself any more.

This is not your fault only.

Remember don't drive too fast next time!

God always blessing everyone~

独行侠

2010-04-08T10:45:00.000+08:00

This few weeks i be a loner stay away from my classmates...

I realize myself is totally different with them...

We are totally different channel...

No more topics...No more gossips...between girls...

I just want to learn how to solve the group works now...

I like go to library when lunch time as i can be quite and relax my mind.

I can ignore all the noisy sounds from outside!

This week i really dislike to hear any sounds...

Maybe cause by all the assignments!

Oh My God! I really feel stressful on the assignments!

What the hell for those works!

VAMPIRE is my love!

2010-04-07T01:58:00.003+08:00

I am waiting the rest of them like, Eclipse and Breaking Dawn!

Popular still out off stock for the two books...

It is quite good and more interesting to read!

I suggest to you all better read it before watch the movie~

This depends on yourself to do it but HAVE TO DO BOTH! ^^

Actually,i am a visual learner so i have to watch the movie before read the novel =)

坦诚哭泣

2010-03-26T15:47:00.000+08:00

今天的我在一瞬间狂流泪。。
抛开自尊心，抛开别的想法在朋友老师哭泣！
记得以前老师说心情低潮时最好的发泄是哭泣！
一直哭一直哭可是脑袋一直在钻牛角尖思考！想放弃；想逃避！
我反复问自己我又能力再继续下去吗？！我一直反复负面思考！
可是，泪水停了心情冷静下来时，我认真反省自己的缺点和再给自己一次机会！
我不想就停在这个点上！我想继续往前！
这是刚开始我怎么能就那么容易放弃！
重新收拾心情再次下定决心好好面对！
这天我终于明白自己是属于”人是要撞板才知痛“这一类！
Thanks friends and puan zakiah ^^,

我会加油的！

Happy Birthday to ♥My Sopo Yen Ting♥

2010-03-23T22:50:00.001+08:00

Today is my friend, Sim Yen Ting's big day~
Haha ^^ Happy Birthday to you,babe =)
幸好刚才傻婆没有哭，因为我打电话给在ＫＡＭＰＡＲ的她～有感动吗？
其实我很想她～傻婆！！！！！！
我觉得我们俩还是那么亲朋好友～
我非常想你哦～～～
呵呵，ｓｏｐｏ，我爱你사랑해요♥～

Ｐ／ｓ：

记得彼此的约定～

韩国在等着我们去吃喝玩乐～

演唱会等着我们去热场呐喊～

婷，

我们一定要做一辈子的傻婆拍档哦～

永远永远爱着我们所爱的“男人”～

♥320♥ SUPER SHOW II

2010-03-20T22:39:00.004+08:00

我以我们蓝家家族成员为傲♥

妖精们，我们做到了！

我以我们所爱的男人为荣♥

你们终于来大马！

虽然。。

不是１３而是１０

可是。。

你们给了我们那么棒的夜晚♥

我们都能感受到你们的热情～

尖叫声不曾断续；彼此默契无敌！

掌声连续不停；蓝海波浪现真爱～

男人男人，

我们ＥＬＦ永远爱你们！

我们ＥＬＦ永远支持你们！

♥守护彼此的约定♥

슈퍼주니어

사랑해요♥

SUPER JUNIOR

ELF LOVE YOU FOREVER♥

Messy Incident !

2010-03-17T19:07:00.000+08:00

Today i have seen a disgusted incident...
It was happened at somewhere parking area where behind our college...
Oh my god! This really shows a worse cultural to children!

Actually both of them have wrong not only the young!
The young guy parked his car and blocked the old man car...

Damn! It happened when we were sitting for our Mathematics quiz!
All of us complaint too noisy as the "horn" sound nonstop at there..
I noticed the old man don't know how to sign out his car from the back!
Even he was helped by the passerby but it failed!

On that moment, the young guy came out from somewhere!
Lucky,there have passerby if not the young guy would be slapped by the older!
However, the old man also not have self discipline!
He was spiting to the young in front all the passerby!
Walao eh! What was the manner showed by him!
Shit! The attitude made me feel shame also as MALAYSIANS too!
What the hell! This is a worse attitude!

Start again and again

2010-03-11T17:29:00.001+08:00

I never feel the scary like now what i am feeling it...
It seems i can't get more communicate with my friends,Am i?

I really don't know how to communicate with friends already...
Since i was young communication is easily for me but now not so...
Anyone can give me some suggestions or advise?

I am not really sure what i am done is correct or wrong for all of you...

Headache on this kind problem! ={

Am i right?

2010-03-05T20:24:00.000+08:00

Today have computer science quiz.
I have not ready well for it.

After the class my mood turn down 180 degrees.
I seem make wrong decision already, am i?
I feeling scare as i hate lose and fail in life!
How come i feeling not confidence and i want to escape it...
Suddenly, my brain become blank!
I can't focus well on my studies this few days.

When Economics lesson, i really try to focus but failed!
Shit! How come like this!
I really can't get the knowledge from lectures..
Oh my god! i feel myself making wrong decision!
On that moment, i felt stressful so until my tears flown out silently...
I feel myself can't do it well anymore!
I not have the confidence to move on again as scare the fail!

Besides that, my pronunciation is very bad!"Chi-Eng"?
I don't know why like that? How to change it?
Everyday speaks and orals it but nobody corrects me.
Its also my fault? Damn!
I agreed because my English is very broken!
Many vocabulary and spelling i don't know!
Even the youngest is good than me!
This makes me feel so shame!
How come my English is very weak!

Sorry to who always teach me English before but i have not study it well!
No matter is sentences or essays, i can't write it well..
I hate like this!
Ya, i am a stupid!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Memorable Day

2010-02-27T23:26:00.004+08:00

Today i have to go to meet with Kelly and her mother early in the morning.

When i arrived her house i said "Omomin",
but there was not aunt was aunt's sister =D
Omo...Sorry aunts..Keke...
We gathered 2hours at her house to talk many things for the last 3months.
Its a long time for us as we never meet for4 or 5 months already.
I am so missing you,Kelly.

After we go to City Mall, Korea B.B.Q restaurant to take our lunch!
All the foods are quite delicious.
I have to say thank you to aunts as i have a nice lunch for today.

After finished our lunch we decided to 1 Borneo to shopping.
We have shopping around 2 hours.
We have bought some things like the picture:

Ya!The most things make me feel so happy is the presents bought from Kelly
She bought the special album of SS501 to me in Korea!
I know this album is limited to sell and in Malaysia just sold each only.
Oh my god! This makes me feeling happiness so much!
I love you so much my lovely sister!

Besides that, we went to the other Korea aunts house.
They are shocked because they thought i was a Korean =D
Thank you but i am not as a pure Chinese in Malaysia, too bad.
I met the others Korea friends which are Ara and Alim..
Both of them are twins and have a beautiful face and nice manner!
All of us, 7 persons go to take dinner together at Korea Restaurant.
There are the real one!
I will go again to try other delicious foods..
Haha...just we have a great dinner and i feel happy as this is the 1st!

Ara

Alim

They have a brother who is so nice and funny~

Kelly and three of them are good singing,besides me.
This is because i am not really know all the Korea songs.
They knew i am not good in sing and also encouraged to sing.
Thank you so much...

Today i have a fun day...
It can be my memorable day in life...
I will never forget it forever and i will find all of you again...
See all of you next time and take good care for yourself!

p.s:
I always feel thankful to Kelly's mum as she always treat me likes a mum with daughter! Thank you so much Omonim!

Twitter偷我的心~

2010-02-25T20:24:00.000+08:00

Long time i haven't upload my Life already~

Actually this few weeks i always link on Twitter.
There have many funny and friendly friends =)
Many kind of friends from difference countries!!
They are so open minded to make friends.
I like all the friends and the artists who also twitted with me.
Haha~ I like twitting already!

Therefore, i am feeling happy.
Because of my lovely sister Kelly Nam is back from Korea!
Almost three months she backed to her hometown in Seoul,Korea.
Oh...Thanks god so much! Her parents and she are fine and healthy.
I am so happy as she also missed me when she backed to home!
She phoned me when i have class on B.S lesson and i surprised so!
Keke...Kelly, Unni love you so much! You make me feel warm and excited!
I can't without you in life already as i treat you as my real sister!

Another thing is my sweetheart Harn is studies in Taiwan already.
I am glad to hear she is fine there.
She is a clever and nice girl,
so i believe she can face and solve all the challenges from studies!
Haha!Harn, i will always waits for your good news at here!
You can do it well! Just be bravely to face the challenges!
You can as you are FONG TZE HARN! My sweetheart girl!
Miss you so much here!!!!!!!

P.S:
Kelly Nam is a Korea girl who is younger than me~
Harn is a girl who so cute and clever goes to Taiwan studies already ^^

汹汹的火

2010-02-20T14:52:00.000+08:00

心中的火开始燃烧了。。。
啊。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。

痛快地年初二

2010-02-15T19:18:00.000+08:00

今天一大早被老妈叫醒去准备出门了~
哎哟~我昨晚大概2点才睡哦。。。
我真的很懒惰要出去，可是答应妈妈了没办法就乖乖去准备 (:
早餐是疼爱我们的福州aunty给我们的Sarawak烧卖~~Yummy yummy~

不久我的姐姐和姐夫来载我们去二伯娘的家拜年~
妈咪说我们很久没探望她饿。。
我记得的时间是在她动了手术后去探望她到现在。。
妈妈也说我没有和她拜过年~
其实我蛮喜欢二伯娘 =D

到了后，家里就变得非常热闹~
一窝蜂的小孩玩在一起~
他们很可爱~
可惜，其中一位小小侄女身体有缺陷~
她非常可爱美丽，而且她的笑容非常灿烂~
惠惠，以后姨姨带多多米老鼠给你~
可是，你要乖乖听妈咪的话动手术~
不要怕！姨姨会替你加油打气~
你好勇敢哦！！！！
(可惜我忘记怕她的照片)

大家聚集在一起团圆，聊聊天，说说“吴家”坏话~
一起发泄，一起开心~~哈哈！！我们真的太多话聊了~
大家聊到下午4/5左右才要回家~

今天我觉得非常开心和文馨，不是因为有红包拿。。
而是，我看到亲戚非常疼爱我们，关心我们~~
谢谢你们哦~

希望明年大家能有机会再聚在一起过年~！！！

新年快乐~

祝大家身体健康强壮！！！

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR =)

2010-02-13T20:45:00.000+08:00

新年快乐 =）

新年的一年新希望~

祝大家虎年吉祥~

愿天下和睦~

My Holiday now~~

2010-02-12T00:15:00.000+08:00

GOOD NEWS!!!
Finally i have 10 more days to take rest ^^
This week i really tried as something happened....
By the way...
Today i just realize the Chinese New Year is coming soon on this Saturday...
Oh My Godness!
The time is flying so fast!

SISTERS

2010-02-07T23:45:00.001+08:00

Missing...My sisters...

Moody

2010-02-02T22:55:00.000+08:00

This is the second time tittle as MOODY!

I really can't understand what the suck brain thinking of?

~~CHILDISH, SELFISH,EQ-100!~~

I really hate people not have BRAIN to talk!
I know this is a suck things can't control.
However,as you are human being than you have to realize what is BRIAN?!

Besides that,don't just take care your own benefits only!
Don't just think about yourself CAN OR CANNOT!
Please! Can all of you think about other people feelings?

Haiz...............................

Mentor and Mentee Program

2010-01-30T19:47:00.000+08:00

Girls of CFPK1

Classmates of CFPK1

Where BMW, Jonathan and Christina?

Our group (D) members~

Our creation~NICE!

Pull!!!

Our lunch~Yummy!

Tired =)

Today all us have a fun at Tanjung Aru~

Thank for all the Intima seniors and the lectures also~

Upload others pictures soon =)

ps: Thanks for NatNat took the pictures for us =)

Damn Tired!

2010-01-27T20:00:00.000+08:00

I feel very tired this few days.
As i have to face some quiz.
Such as Economics, Computer Science, Mathematics and so on.
I can feel the pressure already.

I always remind myself can't fail for all the tests or quiz.
All the marks of these test or quiz should be 2/3 or full.
I have to improve my studies skill.
Just want to easy understanding all the tutorials from lectures.

Fighting!!!

To My sweety girl~Harn

2010-01-22T21:38:00.001+08:00

致：寿星女孩●方子涵

今天是一位女孩的生日而是19岁的第一天哦 =D

甜心女孩，祝你生日快乐！！

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU~~~~~~~

希望今年你所想的愿望都能成真~Muackz!!

也许往后你的生日，像今天一样我无法陪在你身边和你庆祝可是温暖的电话一定会有。

我一定会和你联系说一声“生日快乐”听听你笑声，听听你的喜怒哀乐~

当你告诉我22号你要飞去台湾了，我有点不舍得。

不过。。。。。。

涵~~记得不论你在哪里都要和我保持联系哦~

而且，我还等着你为我报道哦~

未来新闻界的方主播 =）

米俢米俢 =D

永远你是我第一顺位的小甜心亲妹妹~

不管年纪，你永远会是我想念的妹妹~

♥一直疼爱关心你的瑜♥

OMG

2010-01-19T19:00:00.001+08:00

Sick Day...

I always flu and sneeze at home now...
Arhgg!!! I hate sick...
It makes me can't concentrate on my studies...
Damn sickness!!!

P/s: Natalie is also get sick at class...
Both of us so Kolian la...

Open House

2010-01-17T13:24:00.000+08:00

Yesterday my house had a party..It was a open house party..
It was tired so much as many cousins, friends and aunties uncles..
I guess there have 100++ persons joined the party...

I so happy my lovely sister and sister's bf, Xiang had attended my party..
Long time we haven't gathering like yesterday...
Besides,my sweetheart teacher,Vicky Suk Yee also had attended too~
I feel proud when introduce she to other persons know she as my maths teacher~~Thank you so much teacher.Vivi Love you so much!!!!

The party end liked 12++am...
Brother's friends very late to away just gathering in my brother's room..
Oh My God, on the moment i felt tired very much....
I think next time have any plan much think carefully about the amount persons...O.0"

My open house party is so fantastic =)

Moody

2010-01-15T23:12:00.000+08:00

I hate raining....
It makes me feel moody so today...

Actually is myself feeling unhappy...
I'm so nervous and worry about my studies and other things..
I realize myself is not suitable to posse any loves..
Specially friendships.

I realize our promise is invaluable already...
I always remember it but you have broken it up...
I understand you need the special LOVE from other guys..
I just let you go away from my friendship areas...
"SISTER" is not suitable you and I again...

Don't think I'm a fool girl...
I already tired to save and hold our relationships..
so i decides to end it ever...

I will not feel any sadness or else...
I will not treat you as my sister again...
I will not to care about your things now...

I HATE YOU ALWAYS MAKE ME LIKE A FOOL!
THE END IT NOW!

Funny days

2010-01-14T18:03:00.002+08:00

Today is the third days of my studies in INTI
All my classmates are so funny and nice much~
I like all the friends,girls and boys =)
As all of them like my sisters and younger brother..

I feel all of us like a small family..haha
Return back the main topic of my subjects in the 1st semester..
Actually i really like every subjects..
But besides General studies i really can't catch up..
I don't know how to do the exercise and my brain was lag awhile..
Just rush to write it with my broken English then pass up..DIE!

I realize myself have to keep to improve more than before..
I want keep on my dream so i can't to fail!!!!!
I want save my time and money so can't let myself too relaxing..

VIVI FIGHTING!!!

Surprise!

2010-01-11T21:00:00.001+08:00

Yesterday night bro and i discuss many things about our future study..
Almost five hours we talking this university talking that courses..
All the things i have not to think clearly.
Finally brother advised me to take the Business Administration..
It suited for me to study and i can take over it..

But i have to take Foundation In Business for one year now..
After it then i can take the course..
I give up HRM and take the BA as it is involved many areas than HRM..
So i think it is easy to me to success my dream on the future time..

Conclusion, i am going to study at New INTI University Sabah =)
Actually I'm late register for a weeks..
Hope tomorrow i can catch up the studies =)
Good Luck VIVI!!!

Updated

2010-01-08T21:41:00.000+08:00

How you feeling it?I have Changed my blog skin already =)
I like it as have Korea Words there..ㅋㅋㅋ
Besides that,it looks fresh more than before...

Yah! I have add a Tag board here...
If you have time please leave a tag me =)

冲动

2010-01-04T22:06:00.000+08:00

今天大部分的时间都在外面和妈妈还有阿姨。。当然司机是我（好累哦~）
主要是陪她们去处理一些事，逛街是无所谓的！
当中接到IEC的电话是通知我有关申请大学的信件已经批准，而且通知我去拿信。。
完事了，我就去IEC。。

途中经过了建国中学
心理的滋味不好受
看着校门，食堂，篮球场等等。。
想起去年的今天-开学日。
看到学弟妹们能够再和彼此同学一起上学真的很好。。
而我只能缓缓驾驶经过学校。。
我很想回去学校。。
有我爱的弟妹们；
有我爱的老师们；
有我爱的课目。。。。
缺少了我爱的2009年高三生。。。

现在2010了，而2009年以回不去了。。
我只能把所有的滋味当成美好的回忆了。。
我不喜欢回忆因为眼泪；
我不喜欢分离因为友情；
我不喜欢再见因为难舍。。。
我又无可奈何，因为天下没有不散的筵席。。。

建国中学让我成长了。。。
建国老师给了我一辈子不会忘记的坚持。。。
我一定会记得建国中学带给我的学习。。。

New Year New Life

2010-01-02T15:19:00.001+08:00

It's 2010..

It's a new year..

It's a new life..

All will return back to Zero...

In 2010, i have changed a new look...

A new image to face my new life...

AND..

Finally i highlighted my hair already~

Light Copper, it's color my new life~

Happy New Year...=)

Can i be myself already?

2009-12-26T12:42:00.000+08:00

I still remember it(Examination's feeling)
This year i changed a lot..
My mind..
My feeling..
My style..
My dream..
My soul??

Everything become different..
My mind is more clearly..
My feeling more realy..
My style more smart...
My dream more stronger...
My soul more inflexibly???

I keep my promise till end of 2009..
I got the nice results in 2009..
I changed a lot in 2009..

Now i just want be myself...
Which girl likes smile with every fun things..
Which girl likes playing..
Which girl likes gaming..
Which girl likes traveling..
Which girl likes meet with friends..
Which girl likes talking..
Which girl likes shopping..
Which girl likes WIN!!!

Just be myself only..
I don't want to change myself to follow others person's step..
That was too tired already..
I can't followed well...
All the steps is too hard and complicated to me...
I just want be myself...
I want follow my steps only not others people...
As the life is mine not yours!!!
I HATE TO LOSE AND GIVE WAY TO OTHER PERSONS...

I showed my capability in 2009..
Don't think i am a loser..
If you think yourself are great than me then i can say you will be the loser..
As I will not missed anythings which i hoped so in life...
I'm VIVI,KAH YEE..Not the Idiot VIVI already....

2010 is the new year...
I will show other capabilities to prove my success...
Don't forget the DREAM!!!!!!
FIGHTING!!!!

Goodbye 2009~ Thank you....

Merry Christmas ♥

2009-12-25T11:29:00.000+08:00

Merry Christmas to all my family and friends...=)

Wao~~My Happiness

2009-12-17T17:49:00.000+08:00

Mood = 200% HAPPY
REASON = UEC RESULT

Congratulation to all my classmates!!!
This year all of us concentrate on UEC Examination..
Finally is the time to release it..

Yesterday was the day to get the answer..
But i not have mood to take care it..
Just go out with mum to shopping anyway..
Places ( Wisma Merdaka, Suria Sabah, 1B, Damai, City Mall)
All the shopping center we went.. ^^v

Today i have seen the results of our Kian Kok Middle School~
The total average is 80.66%..
I so surprise about all the subjects percentage..
Specially CHI,BM, ENG, MATHS I& II, Commerce, BS..
But BK is not highest... =P

After that i saw i got msg from friend to ask the result of mine..
I not believe all the subjects percentage is so highest..
I have to think on my result and my friend told can check the result by msg or internet..
I ask friends about the UEC id number as i forgot myself (throw all the paper =p )
My darling Harn helped to check and i heard the good news~~~
Haha~~The moment i feeling so good and happiness~
Thanks to all the Mathematics teachers~
My UEC not too bad =）
As all of them is PASS and NOT HAVE F9~~~~
MATHS I (A1) and MATHS II (B5)！！！
Haha~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
I am so happy about my mathematics result!!!!!!!!!!!!!
YEAPY!!!!!!!!!!!!

Super Junior(슈퍼주니어)_SORRY, SORRY - ANSWER(쏘리쏘리 앤써)_뮤직비디오(MusicVideo)

2009-12-11T09:58:00.001+08:00

坦诚

2009-12-08T00:47:00.000+08:00

现实的冷酷女生-我
起了“想要幸福”的心！
有了这个感觉真的很不自在。。
原因：
1-忘记了幸福的感觉。。
2- -99.98%自信
突然想回到感情世界的我是明白了一些。。
1-忘记旧的
2-真的想幸福
3-珍惜！！

原来也有那种幸福。。
看身边的姐妹们真幸福的过日子也很开心。。
不是羡慕而是祝福他们。。
不是完全的人有资格拥有幸福。。
而且世界上也有人会扭曲幸福的定义。。

对我而言现在“幸福的定义”是每个人由内心而发出实实在在的幸福笑容 =)
没有感情无所谓，只要懂得珍惜身边所有人、事就已是人生的完美。。
不自暴自弃而是懂得珍惜和真挚对待，相信“幸福”会敲各自的心门。。
我相信世界有公平的！每个人都会遇到公平及完美的幸福！
祝大家都在幸福过日子~
记得时常微笑哦！

Changed Blogskin

2009-12-02T18:35:00.001+08:00

Today is the second of Dec
This also the last month in 2009..
This year the time likes flying so fast..
Everything wants return to ZERO again..
2010..
New Life
New College
New University
New Classmate
New Roommate
New Hostel
New Book
New Studies
New Blog skin
New New New.....
Everything will return back to NEW..
How about the Old Old Old?
Just let all "OLD" be the memorable memory in mind....
FRIENDS,REMEMBER YOURS SMILE FOREVER =)

Now i have to plan every month will change the blog skin to make my blog always stay in colorful world...

回忆遇到特别的“你们”

2009-12-01T10:05:00.002+08:00

我们在建国中学相遇；
我们在那里相识了5/6年了，
甚至是超过8年以上的朋友都有；
可是认识到这几位宝贝们真的很感激“缘分”。

Dearest Sisters~ Love you!!!

毕业了

2009-11-13T22:40:00.000+08:00

今天是我们高三生的毕业大日子~
起初，大家都穿着毕业袍嬉皮笑脸拍照留念 =)
不管是唱最后一次国歌还是拿毕业证书，大家都是笑着。。
大家一直都在欢笑进行属于我们的毕业典礼~
当司仪同学说“毕业生唱骊歌-祝福”。。
气氛就变得沉重了许多~
大家都在忍着泪水(我也是）=')
一边唱一边哭笑不得。。
因为我们的小哭宝(子涵）的感染力太强了
大家都跟着她放肆的哭起来了~
(Harn, all of us love you~)
大家都开始哭了。。
绕场的时候我们都和老师握手拥抱告别了~
（我一定记得老师对我说的话）
谢谢建国中学~
谢谢老师们~
谢谢学弟妹们~
更加谢谢全体高三毕业生~
6年的回忆一定不会忘记的。。
今年的也记得清清楚楚 =)
特别是老师们对我们训练肯定忘不了！

给毕业生的话：

谢谢大家的照顾~
6年的相识不长不短可是意义就很深刻~
大家都是一起进过风风雨雨（大考小考啦！）
一起笑；一起哭；一起吵；一起闹；一起静。。
6年来大家都一直相辅相成的，以后出去留学的还是出社会的要好好保重哦！
希望以后不管过了几年大家还有机会再相聚一堂~

记得大家要保持联系~
恭喜~我们全体高三生毕业了！！！！！！

MATCH 100%

2009-11-08T18:47:00.003+08:00

Wao~ LeeTeuk is perfect feat on the part!!!

Super Junior-M(슈퍼주니어엠)_到了明天(Blue Tomorrow)

2009-11-07T20:16:00.002+08:00

Shopping Time~

2009-11-05T21:37:00.011+08:00

After school Shu Yee and I go to Wisma Merdeka
We go there have to find dress and other accessories for the porm-night
After one hours we lucky find a dress match with S.Y's style
I know her style have a bit difference with me but we still have a point:
WE HATE TOO LADY!!
She likes it is most important..^^
(Hope you really like on it~)
Ya! There have a Japanese food shop-章鱼XXX
（It taste is really YAKZ!!)

After that, we also go to Karamunsing to look for jacket
And i also have to buy a contact lens but not have my degrees
(Just buy the short-sightless)

We also have go to 1B to shopping..^^
We go to SKIN FOOD to look for make-up products
Wa~ First time buy many make-up materials
The price of them is most near RM250!!!
(Look on the pictures which are show by me)

After we go to many shops but i don't write more details
(Because too many shops we went..^^)
Ya, i have to buy my favorite food~ BIG APPLE!!!
(My family also love on it just but them share with they at home..^^)

After 7 hours shopping then we really feel tired and TIRED too!!!
First time is like that...!!
Too funny but also too TIRED!!!!!!!
Today will be my memorable memory in life~
It's very happy and enjoy even both us feel tired so already~
Thank You Shu Yee,^^v

miss on him? should i keep it?
Tell him?forget it!!!
It's the time to say Goodbye...
THANKS!

睡太多了

2009-11-04T23:58:00.002+08:00

昨天下午4：30就上房间休息睡觉到今天早上5：30..!!
第一次睡觉是完全感觉不到外界的存在..!!
仿佛身体浮在空气中不固定的移动~
我都睡到身体快没感觉了！
我都快吓坏妈妈和哥哥了...
想一想会不会是玩了UNO，头脑就停机了？！
我真的觉得很累，心累，及身体的疲倦。。
睡了那么多个小时，自己都觉得麻木了...真的惨咯！！！

Get them!!!

2009-11-01T14:50:00.008+08:00

Today i go out with my mum together go to KK for shopping..^^
Wao~There are many new shops..
Specially in Wisma Merdeka Shopping mall...
There are many new brand shops!!
Today we go there have to look for my prom-night dress and graduation shoes!

Many shops we go to look but not have my style..
After we go to my mum friend shop try to look for them...
Hehe...my mum find a dress so match with my style not too lady~
Ater find the dress then go to DAMAI take a drink;
We also have to go to aunt shoes's shop find a black style shoes...
Actually i DISLIKE to WEAR a DRESS!!
Luck the dress like a court too then still have reason to like it as it's so cool!!!

Show you the pic:

SS501- REBIRTH（LOVE LIKE THIS FULL MV）

2009-10-30T13:44:00.000+08:00

自由世界即将来临！

2009-10-30T10:48:00.003+08:00

现在的我已开始享受假期了~
前几个星期都在“拼死” K书和计算程式！
那时候的我真的很累，很累！
曾经自己想要放弃，就任由自己放肆！
可是，一张可爱的笑容提醒了我各自的梦想...^^
先苦后甜的道理我似乎懂了10%..
Final Examination得到的成绩也不错..^^v

接下来11月14号是我们的毕业日子..
以前的我总是很期待毕业的到来，
可是现在的我真的很想把时间停留下来..
一整年下来我都是过着甜、酸、苦、辣的日子！
其实我觉得满刺激的，满乐在其中的！
所谓甜，姐妹们的笑容；
所谓酸，同学们的冷淡；
所谓苦，老师们的练习；
所谓辣，大家厌的考试！！
以后想回去一定很有趣、可笑的！

最后希望我们所有高三生一定能一起毕业的！
（虽然有些同学不是很肯定是否毕业的了？）
大伙儿，加油了哦！

You're Beautiful

2009-10-29T18:19:00.002+08:00

Behold, the poster for the upcoming idol drama "You're Beautiful," featuring A.N.JELL group members: Park Shin Hye, Jang Geun Suk, Lee Hongki (FT Island) and Jung Yong Hwa (CN Blue) has just been released.

Lee Hongki is looking mighty heavenly with those wings! I know it's a bit awkward, but I'm sure fan girls don't mind at all, and well, neither do I... yeah, I'm an Lee Hongki fan boy. His music that is, so don't get the wrong idea!

For those of you who haven't been keeping up, A.N.JELL is the idol group that the entire drama will be based on. In fact, they are the top idol group, and since allkpop readers love their idol groups, I'm sure this drama will be a big hit with you all.

The first episode is set to air on October 7th, 2009.

They are come back!!!

2009-10-24T17:52:00.000+08:00

FINALLY UEC!

2009-10-21T21:16:00.001+08:00

UEC~~~~^^
I have to sit for the UEC Examination from tomorrow until next Tuesday~
Good Luck to me~~HWAITING!!

SS501 COMEBACK!!

2009-10-19T16:04:00.004+08:00

They are comeback!
New Mini album- REBIRTH will release on 23 of Oct!
Hope all the SS501 fans will support their new mini album!!

痊愈了吗？

2009-10-18T21:37:00.004+08:00

食物中毒痊愈了，可是七情六欲痊愈的了吗？
今天我又再犯了双子的老毛病-胡思乱想+幻想！
Haiz！我真的够闭了！
“日有所思，夜有所梦”，真的那么灵！
所有的朋友认为我真得发疯了！
无端端起了个无药可救的念头就是独自到韩国生活。
为什么我不行？为什么大家都有那种想法？
对！到韩国生活除了要完成我的理想更想找到理想对象。。
我不明白为什么大家都误认为所有韩国男生都不好？
韩国男生不只是一种类型！
拜托！大家的思想不要停在19世纪的想法好吗？
现在的时代不管是男生或女生都有自己的看法和选择！
若批评韩国男生的不好，倒不如品评天下哪一国的男生不暴力的？
哪一国的男生真的不会百分之百精神出轨和身心出轨！
如果社会有这样男生的话，就不会发生家庭纠纷或家庭暴力了！
现在是自由社会，别再把封建社会的观念老记着！
对自己人要公平！对外国人也要公平啊！

Sick

2009-10-15T19:33:00.002+08:00

This week my situation not well..
Always fever in the midnights..
Today more serious...VOMIT!!!
Arghs...I dislike be sick..

He is well now...

2009-10-14T17:51:00.003+08:00

Today our class happened an emergency!!
Our classmate, C.K.W felt unwell suddenly...
All of us really shocked by him..
We really don't know how to do..
Lucky, Peter called teacher and controlled him..
(Peter, you really like a man..)
The others really like "STRAWBERRY"
(Haiz, some of you really........)
I saw the happened really don't know how to help him...
(I feel sorry to him..C.W.K)
Just can call the others found things let him bite..
Asked them called the others teacher came to save him..
First time i saw my classmate had happened like that..
What can we do now?
Hope he will get well from the sick...

p/s:
S3R students, all of you must take good care yourself...
I hope all of you always be fine there...

Examination!!

2009-10-11T11:02:00.004+08:00

Now is October already!!
Which month i have to sit for TWO EXAMINATION!!!
(Mock examination and UEC examination)

Actually i have started my mock examination already from 07-13 of Oct!!
It's too stressful to me...
This time i have study hard to face the mock exam without any lazy..
Besides Higher Maths and Maths, The others i still can do well...
That subjects made me want DIE!!
Finally, i tried my best to solve all the questions..
I hope the results will not too near One-Digit....-.-"
Hope the other three subjects i also can do well...
(BS ,COMMERCE and BK)
Specially BK, I hope i can do the questions....

After two weeks, i have to sit for the UEC exam!
Good luck to all of us, Senior Three students!!
No matter how hard it,we must pass it!!
We must Try The Best!!
STUDY HARD!!!

Perfect "GENIE"- SUJU!!

2009-10-05T16:14:00.003+08:00

Wao~Perfect "GENIE"-SUPER JUNIOR
슈퍼주니어 정말 멋있어요!

SNSD~~Man!!!

카라 (Kara) - wanna 뮤비

2009-09-29T19:23:00.000+08:00

카라 (Kara) - wanna 뮤비

2009-09-26T15:44:00.000+08:00

(슈퍼주니어-M)_Super Girl(슈퍼걸)_KOREA_뮤직비디오(MusicVideo)

f(x)(에프엑스)

2009-09-22T15:08:00.001+08:00

f(x)(에프엑스)_LA chA TA(라차타)_뮤직비디오

Where's the feeling?

2009-09-16T23:43:00.004+08:00

Where's the feeling goes?
This two months i can feel myself become more lazy till give up on STUDY!
This is because LAZY or TIRED so much already?
I can't understand on it again..
WHAT CAN I DO NOW?KEEP STUDYING HARD? Hope so....

Why i will be this??Reasons??
Every time i have courage to do some things but have person like to "泼冷水"..
DAMN guys! You know i look at you like look a SHIT!
Everybody have many kinds idea but don't force the other persons following on yours.
That's really too hard to everyone.

I really hate person who likes to talk gossip or comments about my future plan!!
While i am talking on it must have " THREE EIGHT " person like to "插嘴"..
Excuse Me! Do you know what is "MANNERS"?!
Don't show that smile in front of me!!
Every time sees on it, my body feels unwell till wants to vomit already!
Every time acts cute or show emotions in front of me really wants to stop you.
It looks "丑死了"!!

I just can say i really DISLIKE you!!!

S.P: Not just your brother is the greatest on everything!
Don't keep TALKING on your brother to me while we are eating or talking!!!
PLEASE KEEP YOUR BIG MOUTH SHUT!!

SJ-M NEW ABLUM-SUPER GIRL(14-09-09)

2009-09-14T21:58:00.002+08:00

Finally, it's coming out already!!!
Congratulation!!!!
SJ-M HWAITING!!!!!!!

Super Junior-M releases teaser images for Super Girl

2009-09-12T23:39:00.027+08:00

Super Junior-M releases teaser images for Super Girl

Earlier today, we showed you the teaser for Super Junior-M's title song, Super Girl off their first mini-album for the China market.In addition to that, SM Entertainment has also released a bunch of teaser images of the Super Junior-M members comprising of Super Junior members Han Kyung (the leader), Donghae, Siwon, Ryeowook, Kyuhyun, and two non-Super Junior members, Henry and Zhou Mi.

While they wore suits and stuff in their teaser video, they went for casual clothing for their teaser images, looking cool and relaxed. Check out the hot pictures.

Black Prince!

2009-09-10T22:04:00.003+08:00

I got some news about my black prince is confirmed get (H1N1) in Japan.
Actually i not surprised to know it as this few weeks SS501 have many events in other countries specially was the Leader, KIM HYUN JOONG!! He always stays in bad condition but he still wants to do performances with his brothers to show the best (SS501) to fans!!!
By the same time my heart feeling painful much on it...
After back home i rushing to switch on my computer to search and confirm the news.
It's really true! BUT!!!
Through the report,I can feel he will be get well soon and he will be more perfect comeback!!
I wish he can get well soon and take more rest to recover his own healthy!!
All the fans always worry about his condition..
He be gentle to say " sorry and thank you" to all the fans as he wants to calm down them..
He doesn't like to see fans be upset and cry!!
So, SS501's fans must keep good condition waiting for Leader comeback our side!!
Just don't worry all of us..
We will be more stronger and waiting for your comeback with SS501..

Heart to Heart:
현중오빠,
너의 건강하십니까? 괜찮아요?
오빠!가시는 길조심하세오.
현중오빠! 화이팅!

Oh My God!!!

2009-09-01T18:12:00.003+08:00

SS501 come to KOTA KINABALU already!!! Argh~~~ I can't go to meet them as school time now.. They come for shooting the 2nd all about Korea album!!!

The filming of this DVD is conducted in a famous resort Gayana Resort in Kota Kinabalu-Malaysia, from 31-Aug to 3-Sept.

If can i want to meet them!!!!!!!!
Hope have the next time!!!

对小生命的关爱~

2009-08-30T22:34:00.005+08:00

这两三天都是我放肆的休假日。。
没有和朋友出去；呆在家里看电影。。
今天看了许多国家的电影。。
有时髦；有血腥；有爱情，
越看就幻想越多。。真的是双子座的本性！

不过在感动不过于“他们”对可怜小生命的关爱和怜悯。。
这两只小生命是在07年某月日被他们领养照顾了。。
不幸的其中一只小生命因肺部不健康，身体虚弱而在他们领养的两周内去世了。。Ddabong!!
事实就残酷的。。
看完了他们和这两只小生命的相处觉得它们真的很幸福。。
虽然相处时间也许比别的宠物少可是回忆是最美好的！

Ddabong and Ari!!

Crazy Emo

2009-08-27T22:02:00.002+08:00

I have to become crazy already!!
Today my crazy level really 100% showed out..
I can't cold down my mood...
Just showed the crazy with classmates to make fun and laugh loudly..
I just want to make the tears from the stress inside my heart..
But i don't like they ask: "Vivi?why are you crying?" this few sentences to me..
So i just make funny to laugh loudly till the tears came out..
Thank you to my classmates~

New Korean Drama-Style

2009-08-24T15:46:00.000+08:00

Title: 스타일 / Style
Chinese Title : 风格
Genre: Romance
Episodes: TBA
Broadcast Network: SBS
Broadcast period: 2009-Aug-01
Air Time: Saturday & Sunday 21:45

Synopsis

Lee Seo-jung has recently joined a fashion magazine company called Style. Her boss, Editor Park, is loathed by her employees because of her bad temper. As Seo-jung is trying to climb the ranks of this company, she realizes that the fashion world is not a pretty place. Romance, backstabbing, competition, and lies all come along with the territory. However, she meets Seo Woo-jin who helps her during this tough time. Little does she know but Woo-jin is actually her boss’s ex-boyfriend. How will this affect Seo-jung’s pursuit of working in the fashion world?

Cast

Ryu Shi-won as Seo Woo-jin
Lee Ji-ah as Lee Seo-jung
Kim Hye-soo as Park Ki-ja
Lee Yong-woo as Kim Min-joon
Nah Young-hee as Son Young-hee
Shin Jung-geun as So Byung-suk
Han Chae-ah as Cha Ji-sun
Kim Ga-eun as Wang Mi-hye
Park Ji-il as Lee Suk-chang
Kim Shi-hyang as Hwang Bo Kap-joo
Kim Gyu Jin as Nam Bong-woo
Hong Ji-min as Oh Yoo-na
Han Seung-joon as Jae-suk
Jessica Gomes as herself (cameo, ep1)
Chae Gook Hee

Shit!! What the heck !!

2009-08-19T20:02:00.002+08:00

Damn! Today my mood is very down!!
What the heck to you guys?!
I was surprised about that "MSG" which showed to me by teacher just now!!
Why want said that all at this moment?
You really like a "BITCH" in my mind!!
What the bull shit words you sent!!
In my mind, you did not have discussed with us in class!!
Why you always say "OUR CLASS" to teacher!
We never make a point together even the activities!!
You like to order people to follow your style but no everyone likes it!
I really do not like to use "OUR" with you already!
Shit! Why i am like an idiot to believe you not that "SELL FISH" person..
In time, i realized you are the style!!
You making many troubles to us and teachers!
Suck! About you, i am feeling upset already!
Just think about "TOP" by yourself without thinking our class feeling!!
You really like a BULL!!!

两大天团！

2009-08-14T21:05:00.006+08:00

SS501 & SUPER JUNIOR

这两大团体让我为他们 “心动”。。
我承认自己已成为他们的 “饭”了！
不管是在出道之前，还是现在的他们一直是付出200%给大众！
我深深感受到韩星不是那么容易当的！
他们的经历是比我们还要再苦！
为的是让大家都能认识他们的“音乐”。。
不管是哪一辑的歌曲？
他们都是用心去表达/诠释给听者！

再多的痛苦，伤心都不比队员们的伤害那么害怕！
几乎所有世上的人都不想发生在自己身上“意外”！
当得知队员出事几乎崩溃了！
残忍的事实是无法在第一时间陪伴队员的身边！
而且他们还要出场表演！
那场表演是我看过最“冷”的一场 SHOW了。。
不眠不休都要让队员感觉到彼此的感觉！
不管何时都那么在意队员的病情。。
大家都很无助只好在旁诚心祝福，祈祷！
真心的话打动 “神” 让他们还能相互相承到现在，未来。。
幸亏大家还是那么坚强，平安，健康。。

我希望大家都平安，健康，开心活下去！
再艰辛的路要大家相互相承一起创造彼此的足迹~

加油！

以上是个人的感触。

超级队长

2009-08-07T21:42:00.007+08:00

This Few days i searched some leaders pictures~

SS501- 김현중 (Kim Hyun Joong)

魅力无比的四次元队长

Super Junior - 이특 (Lee Teuk)

口才伶俐的队长

病倒

2009-08-03T21:19:00.001+08:00

Finally "SICK" jor
But NOT H1N1 just TOO TIRED only..

Damn!

2009-08-01T21:14:00.001+08:00

Ash...This few days cant stay in stable..
Many things to prepare and to do..
Shit!! I have many things to worry already!!
Why you all want to interrupt my life more...
What the suck!!All the gossip can stop in this moment!!
I am so tired to hear it all!! Shit!!
I really hate to face you all the persons which so "REAL"!!

Busy~~

2009-07-22T22:33:00.002+08:00

Just can say "FIGHTING" to myself..
This few weeks are very busy for me...
No matter is home works or working..
The aim of mine is"EARN MONEY"!!!!

Many

2009-07-12T22:04:00.002+08:00

Aiyo.....Diarrhea a week jor...Die lo...
Unlucky, what i had eaten to make me like that...
Haiz......

This few weeks try to do research for my future..
It's hard but i will try the 102% best!!
"KTS examination" waiting for me!!!
I think i will go to H.K to solve it....but $$$...
How about you, Ruby????
I have to do works for earn more money...
No times to regret just can face it bravely!!!

p/s: Ruby, keep our promises after finish our exam then concentrate on "IT"!!
FIGHTING for our future!!!!

The King of Pop- Micheal Jackson

2009-07-09T17:27:00.003+08:00

It cant believable!!!
That Micheal Jackson, he passed away already..
He is the king of Pop in the world!!!!
Since i was born that 1st English song i heard was his songs..
I still cant accept his dead news..
I am thinking that is a fake..
But today i realized for it but it is too late..
The tears is flowing out from eyes while seeing the newspaper...
He was a good father and also a perfect dancer!!
I like his MOONWALK~
But now it cant be showed by the KING OT POP more...
It just can be a memory........

STAY IN PEACE AND ENJOY THE FREEDOM~
Keep in our mind~King of Pop . Micheal Jackson.

Give Up

2009-07-02T18:01:00.003+08:00

Now i have to plan for my future.
Before i have to give up somethings in my life.

I realize myself really too hard to understand "FRIENDS"
I have to clear all the fake face!!

I have to say to my love sis, Yen.
Sis, i have make the decision to overseas studying in somewhere.
You know you are the special one to me this noob sis~
No matter where am i but i will remember what you told to me.
I feel happy so as i find my " 知己".

Terrible Friendship!

2009-06-25T16:49:00.002+08:00

This few days i cant be steady more in class..
My mood is very down!!!
This is because many things i realize myself really like a bull shit!!!
Why want to take care all them how to think of myself already!!!
The meaning of FRIENDS to me is meaningless...
I realize i cant happy together with them more till graduation!!!
I so hate myself always be a stupid or nub girl in front of them...
I hate them so specially the girls who like talk gossips...
They so childish, all the things done by them i know it..
Like the table!!!! Kao. 18-year-old already lo...
Be mature more la....little baby girl!!!!
Damn, i feel suck for them now.....
I will remember what they did to me!!!!!!
I will not keep what promises with who already!!! DAMN!!!
Invaluable then throw me away!!! Don't think i am stupid so!!!!
The ACCIDENT -I will not forget it easily!!!
ANTI!!!!!!!!!!

TARGET 100%

2009-06-21T17:54:00.002+08:00

WHO KNOW WHERE CAN LEARN THE INTERNATIONAL KOREAN LANGUAGE (INCLUDE CERTIFICATE)?
PLEASE TELL ME!!!!!EMERGENCY!!!!!!

THANK YOU 100~~V

2009-06-20T22:53:00.003+08:00

Tagged by Ken.

1. Besides your lips , where is the favourite spot to get kissed ?
Face.

2. How did you feel when you woke up this morning ?
Headache.

3. Who was the last person / people you took a photo with ?
Digi.

4. Would you consider yourself spoiled?
No.

5. Will you ever donate blood?
No.

6. Have you ever had a best friend who was of the opposite sex ?
Of cause.

7. Do you want someone to be dead ?
Yah.

8. What does your last text message say ?
Digi, I forgot it already.

9. What are you thinking right now ?
SS501

10. Do you want someone to be with you right now?
Yes.

11. What was the time you went to bed last night ?
9p.m ++

12. Where did you buy the tee you are wearing now ?
Forgot lolzz..

13. Is someone on your mind right now ?
Yes.

14. Who was the last person who text you ?
Digi.

Lucky Person to do this quiz.
1. Ceres
2.Reginia
3.FungFung.
4.Crystal
5.Choi
6.Harn
7.Swee
8.Abby

15. Who is no.2 having a relationship with ?
I think she is single?

16. Is no.3 a male or a female?
Female.

17.If no.7 and no.1 get together , would it be a good?
They dont know each other.

18. What is no.1 studying about ?
I not sure but she likes japanese.

19. When was the last time you chatted with them ?
Some always but some not have contact already.

20.Is no.4 single ?
Ya.

21. Say something about no.2
Aaron Yan.

22. What do you think about no.3 & no.6 being together
Maybe ok?

23. Describe no.9.
No the people.

24. What will you do if no.6 and no.7 fight ?
No eyes to see bah?

25. Do you like 8 ?
Ya, as a friend.She is a funny girl..miss you~

Back with Good NEWS ^^v

2009-06-20T15:24:00.002+08:00

This month i am busying to clean up my new house..
Actually its still processing...
Maybe the end of this month will complete all!!!
This month actually is a best month for me..
Many things was happened on me... (-.-")
However, i still fine here..

By the way, i have upload many new mv and songs..^^
Specially SS501 new MV!!! Specially Kim Hyun Joong!!
Five of them really PERFECT!!!
I heard many news make me feel happy so~~
All is SS501's news..^^v
They have come to Asia do their concert in this year~yeapy~
I hope they really come to Malaysia..^^v

SS501-ALL MY LOVE (Japan 2nd Album)
Support original~~T.S

P/S: PIC will upload soon~

A memorable 18-birthday party!!

2009-05-31T22:23:00.004+08:00

Today is a special day for me..
While i waked up v^^v
I found that my mum bought a delicious breakfast to me and she also cook four eggs to..
After around 1030 a.m i had to go for my maths tuition class...
Eh, teacher's action really made me bit sad on it..
She FORGOT my birthday!!! T.T
While her face showed out my tears really want flowing out..
Lucky, Crystal came on that moment..
Thanks a lot to Crystal!!
She bought some delicious "DIM SUM" to me ate~
I felt so warmly and happy~^^
Around 1210p.m my mum came to fetch me back home..
I had to rush prepared all the things..
Later,1310p.m Mang Mang and Allysa came to fetch me..^^
Marx,u felt so cool~Love it so~
We also went to fetch Takara together with us~
After that,we decided to KK BOX!!
Around 7 persons celebrated together with me..
Thanks to them first~
Allysa, Mang, Takara, Melanie, Peter, Jannson and Sim!!
P/s: Thanks to Peter and G.J as suddenly invited them coming~
As specially M, she ordered a sad song while started singing there..
All My God! I cant showed bad mood as today is a happy party!!
I made myself smile a long moment till myself cant be patient more at there..
I told the truth at the more my tears flowed out!!
Besides that, i realized nobody prepared cake!!!
Allysa said she thought the other sisters prepared it to me...
At the moment i felt the party really meaningless....
I felt wasting all our time and my money there...
How come i be stupid there...
After i found my sisters, Allysa and Mang busy on something without shared with me..
On that time, i really bad mood 100% to care!!
Aihz..I knew something after i saw all of them face..
I can feel there were something wrong...THAT WAS TRUE!!!
Around 1630, i found something was no normal!!
The worker took away the remove control..
After all my sisters,babes and guys made a arrange looked weirdly so much...
Suddenly i saw the screen "HAPPY BIRTHDAY"'s song came out..
Wao~I realized that were preparing by my love sisters~Muakzz!!
All of them sang the song and the worker sent a cake to our room...
They sang many types language to present the Birthday song to me..Haha~
I cried at the moment!!They looked so funny,cute,and hot while they sang~
Touch it so in my heart~Aligato, Min na!! v
Furthermore, i also wants to thank to other my friends..^^
Who sent the greeting msg, presents and called to me!!
-Sakura, Lai yoke, Tze Heng, Jing Yee, Mei Mei, Reginia, Daphne,Vester and many!!
Erm,the Last person greeting to me at 2355 is Ken..^^
Thanks ya~u are the new memory..
Besides "THANK YOU", i cant find other words to say to u all, my friends!!

P/s:
-Next location was Warisan's Wang Kok Restaurant (pictures)
WAITING THE OTHER PRESENTS!! Xp

THANKS A LOT TO U ALL~
THIS YEAR BIRTHDAY IS A MEMORABLE BIRTHDAY!!
I WILL NEVER FORGET ALL THE FEELINGS!!

Love U all!!

Surprise + Mad

2009-05-29T18:19:00.002+08:00

Thanks to 晓樱和芊云!!
They are the 1st friends send a present to me...
Haha....thanks a lots!!
Its really surprise for me today...
Another, today also the day take report card!!
Haha...not bad bah...
My mum's action make me feel funny so..
Not waste the time to face my form teacher around 1 min then settle all!!
Keke...Mum so pro!!
But my teacher also not bad as she always praises me while they talking!!
Thanks for you teacher~

By the way, make me mad is my Close sis- N!!
Aiyo why wants like that!!
Why you cant think on my feeling!!
Haiz...
The details wait this Sunday just say it la........

欣赏or喜欢 SS501？？

2009-05-24T22:42:00.004+08:00

不是一味的喜欢或崇拜而已！
不是电视情节或角色影响而盲目的追求！
刚开始透过《韩版花样男子》认识金贤重，SS501的Leader！
我会看上他是因为戏里面的他和真实世界的他没什么差别！
我肯定？我了解？对！当知道了-K.H.J这位团体的队长。。
我也开始寻找他和他的team members的资料！
不管是节目，表演，还是什么，总之有关于SS 501的我都去了解！
爱心满满的他们真的毫不吝啬和小孩子们一起欢笑！
我认为被SS501疼爱和关心真的孩子们会一直很幸福！
这世界上没有事情是十全十美的！
记得：“人生只有一次！”

2009-05-24T08:14:00.004+08:00

Tagged by Ken

Where is the person who has your heart at the moment?
He currently at Korean now..Kim Hyun Joong!!!

Could you handle a long distance relationship?
Before can,but now i cant!!!

When’s the last time you said you were fine, but really weren’t?
Almost like that!!

When is your birthday?
31st of May

Relationships or one night stands?
Relationship.

Have you ever loved someone who didn’t love you back?
Ya!

Has anyone ever told you they love you?
Ya!

When was the last time you wanted to punch someone in their face?
Have!But i forgot the time!

When was the last time you were disappointed?
Every time

Is there anyone who doesn’t like you?
Ya!

What happened at 9:00 AM today?
Surfing net at home.

What were you doing 1 hour ago?
Listening songs and downloading

What was the last thing you said aloud?
안 녕 !

What was the last thing you bought?
吉仔冰

What’s bothering you right now?
Eating

Can you sleep without blankets covering you?
No!I cant!

Do you sleep a lot?
Almost 5 hour above

What’s the first thing you did when you woke up this morning?
Look at the time at my hand phone.

What were you doing at ten last night?
Watching Movie

If someone liked you right now would you want them to tell you?
Yes. I wish they could tell me directly.

Do you enjoy late night phone conversations?
I din't call anyone for conversation last night.

Will you be sleeping alone tonight?
Ya!

What do you currently hear?
SS501's songs

Do you consider yourself lucky?
Sometime only!

Have you ever confessed your feelings to a crush?
Nope!

Last place you hugged someone?
Ning,my sweet sis~

Is there anybody you’re really disappointed in right now?
Brother, why u always treat mother like that!

Do you have a reason to smile right now?
No!

Who is the last person you got really pissed off at?
No!

Do you want someone you can’t have?
No! I don't like persons accompany with me..
I almost like be alone!

Connection between you and the last person who text messaged you?
Three person,Ning Crystal and Reginia!

Is someone on your mind right now?
Yes.SS501-Kim Hyun Joong!

Do you feel that your previous relationships were a waste of time?
Ya!

people you tagged:

Special??Damn...

2009-05-21T22:53:00.004+08:00

18th Birthday is coming soon on next week..
Last week i felt happy to plan for it..
But today i change my mood to face it..
How can i think that all the idiot!!!
Actually BIRTHDAY is meaningless for me..
Around five years i don't have celebrate it even with my parents or friends...
I don't know use what feeling to face more...
What can i dreaming more on it for now...
Even thought my friends also...........
Just can say the life really meaningless for now...
If can i want to stop it!!
Just let it be silently pass away!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Just keep going on the LONELINESS....
I don't like friends to show sympathy for me...
I will feel shame and hurt more on it.....

无奈

2009-05-19T19:54:00.000+08:00

什么时候开始自己变得那么没自信了！
现在的自己真的很弱！很弱！
我要改变！！！！！！！！！

Rainy Days

2009-05-16T23:52:00.001+08:00

The weather changed already..
Not dry more! Not hot more!!

是坟墓还是天堂？

2009-05-13T20:16:00.002+08:00

这几天我都在看日韩剧。。从看戏的角度，我有点对爱情改观了。。
大家可能觉得我很天真？白痴？幻想极度吧？说真的内心话那些是我一路以来守着爱情情景！
不管是哪一任男友，我都是以那种心情努力守护那完美的爱。。
但是，现在的我可以很确定那时的我真的太天真无比了！
思想成熟的我？BAKA! 可是，那也是我爱情过程而已。。
打从我出世的那一天已经注定我的爱情命运。。
经过这几年“停电“状态，加上观摩外国对爱的观念让我有所领悟！
虽然，小时候妈妈让一位算命师傅看我的命说我一生为爱活！
但是，我想改变这个说法！我要两者兼顾！面包和爱情我一定要守着！
这个问题可以说是全天下父母希望的就是女儿能遇到百分之百有财有势的对象！
包括我的妈妈和我老哥！现在的我会顺着这个观念！
我不会再像以前那么任性了！不会再糟蹋任何人的心意了！果断处理事情吧！
不会再向往那白痴的爱，而是实实在在的完美的爱！
我的实实在在的完美的爱已不再定于不管怎样都放弃一切和对方在一起！
而是实实在在彼此都是拥有完美条件生活在一起！
说白话就是优势的爱！但是我不会变现实的态度对于爱情！
我要靠自己的实力让自己变成优势，然而自己对象依然是完美无缺的男人！
大男人的自尊心，
孩子气地乱吃醋，
绅士特般的温柔，
外在行内在更型，
坚守护爱人的心！
无假性的坦诚相对，
无厘头的念头想法，
理性化的商业头脑，
最重要的是对讲义重情是个实实在在的有财有势的可靠的对象！
我，佳瑜不再是小女孩了！！对于以前BAKA到极点的爱情观念统统忘记！
快18岁不年轻也不成年的我可是抱着不放弃的念头对于完美的爱！
我会一直努力追求属于我自己的完美爱情！

另外，我也祝福我所有的朋友一定可以遇到属于自己的完美爱情！
大家记得一定要幸福！！！

Darl + me..^^

2009-05-12T20:02:00.002+08:00

今天我和宁宁Darl一起出去喝茶~
可是，还没出去之前她已搞了好笑的事了！
昨晚我和她说家的地址，然而今天她过了头！
我家在KOLOMBONG 她驾到 INANAM 的大Round abound！
Darl, 你真的很厉害！
大概11点我们很安全的到city mall了！
哈哈！！我们在 OLD TOWN那里吃早餐！
Err..我不太喜欢那里的食物，但是饮料还可以！
我们在那里放声的笑开了！我觉得很实在！很久没有那么自在了！
果然，姐妹就是姐妹！感觉就是不同！
After finish breakfast+ lunch~
we decide to shock our LOVER, Yen!!
Wah!! Three of us really best sisters~
When we away the place at the moment we meet yen at outside!!
She just finish her study...(Forget asks her the college name)
She looks surprise while hearing our sound from downside!!
Haha...Baka face showed by her!!
I know her not feeling well..when ning and me decide to go back..
I go to "美心”there buy drinking to all my lover sisters~
I know she will finish to drink it as her sister, me buy to her!!
Ning,you also is my love sister!!
Keke~We are the best sisters!!Never change of our relationship!!
Muakz!! Thank to my darlz~
Today i feel happy so much~
Next time we will hang out together again~^^v

The End of the Examination

2009-05-11T18:14:00.000+08:00

Today is the last day for exam...
Just can say..."LOLZ" for the exam...
Haiz....
I feel too lazy to continue to study more...
Meaningless for me already...
So suck the school life now!!!
Bull Shit!!

18年的第一次

2009-05-08T11:26:00.002+08:00

一直以来的我都是4%的脾气。。
昨晚一怒之下完全爆发了！
猪八戒那处女！找死的她！
昨晚发生的事我一定会双倍奉还她的！
昨晚的吵架让我快失去耐性说道理！可以的话真的想干了她！
我没有看过那么厚脸皮的女人！她真的让我打开眼见了！
可是，我不会怕她！本小姐什么都不怕！要怎样我奉陪到底！
敢对我家人说那么贱人的话，真的自挖坟墓！
我一定要整死你！！！
我决定回到以前的VIVI，小辣椒！而且还要加倍！
我没有惹你，你惹我！
我家的事管你猪事啊！
说我家人斤斤计较！好！我就一样一样和你算清清楚楚！
死老处女！LP! DAMN！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！

注意！！！

2009-05-05T21:57:00.002+08:00

H1N1甲型流感的症状

A型流感（猪流感）是以甲型（A型）流感病毒引起的猪或人的一种急性、人畜共患呼吸道传染性疾病。患者会出现人感染猪流感后的早期症状与普通人流感相似，包括发热、咳嗽、喉痛、身体疼痛、头痛、发冷和疲劳等，有些还会出现腹泻或呕吐、肌肉痛或疲倦、眼睛发红等。如果病情迅速进展，患者会突然高热、体温超过39℃，甚至继发严重肺炎、急性呼吸窘迫综合征、肺出血、胸腔积液、全血细胞减少、肾功能衰竭、败血症、休克及Reye综合征、呼吸衰竭及多器官损伤，最后导致死亡。

并非所有的发烧咳嗽都是猪流感。国内目前还未发现猪流感病例。但由于本次猪流感的传染性很强，从境外传入我国的可能性很大，因此，近期必须高度警惕。一旦一个患者有了发烧、咳嗽、喉痛等症状，必须要进行鉴别诊断，首先是要在症状上做初步的鉴别，然后进行一些化验检查，可以检查外周血象，这是最基本的检查手段。因为病毒感染和细菌感染是有区别的，如果是细菌感染造成的典型肺炎，白细胞一般较高；而如果是流感病毒造成的，白细胞总数一般不高或降低。重症患者多有白细胞总数及淋巴细胞减少，并有血小板降低；另外可以通过血清学诊断，可使用间接ELISA、抗原捕捉ELISA、荧光免疫法等；还可以通过检查反转录-聚合酶链式反应，以及病毒分离手段，常用的方法有鸡胚接种法和细胞培养法。合并肺炎时X光检查肺内可见片状影像。严重病例片状影像范围广泛。目前的诊断方法中，相比较而言病毒分离法是较特异性的，但做培养大概需要2-3周时间。

猪流感预防注意事项:

　　邓子德博士说，目前我国还未出现猪流感病例，市民如果发现身体不适，出现发热等流感症状，无需过于恐慌，可以佩戴口罩到就近医院诊治。值得注意的是，千万避免扎堆到大医院，以免出现人多拥挤的情况，反倒加大自身受到交叉感染的机会。

另外，市民应该加强个人卫生，家中如有老人或儿童，以及长期病患、免疫力低下者，更需要加强卫生防护。具体注意以下几点：

首先，应积极控制传染源，开展人间和猪类流感疫情监测，一旦发现猪类或其它动物感染猪流感病毒，应按照《动物检疫法》有关规定，对疫源地进行彻底消毒。对病人及疑似病人要及时进行隔离。

第二，切断传播途经。对发现有病猪的养殖场、曾销售病猪肉的摊档、患者所在单位、家庭等进行消毒，对病死猪等废弃物应立即就地销毁或深埋；收治病人的门诊和病房按禽流感、SARS标准做好隔离消毒；标本按照不明原因肺炎病例要求进行运送和处理。

第三，对于普通的健康人群，养成良好的个人卫生和生活习惯至关重要！生活中应注意充足睡眠、勤于锻炼、减少压力、营养饮食; 避免接触流感样症状（发热，咳嗽，流涕等）或肺炎等呼吸道病人；注意个人卫生，特别强调要经常使用肥皂和清水洗手。尤其是洗手要规范，六步法至少20秒以上，洗干净双手每个部位。避免接触生猪或前往有猪的场所；避免前往人群拥挤场所，有一点值得大家，尤其是居住在城市的人群注意，现在高层建筑很多，没有电梯有时寸步难行，而上下班高峰的时候，电梯恰恰是最拥挤的时候，所以特别提醒住高层的居民以及在高层写字楼上班的白领们，平时尽量错开高峰，遇到电梯人较多的时候，就不要再去挤了，要注意保护自己；另外，咳嗽或打喷嚏时用纸巾遮住口鼻，然后将纸巾丢进垃圾桶，不要随地丢弃；如在境外出现流感样症状（发热，咳嗽，流涕等），应立即就医（就医时应戴口罩），并向当地公共卫生机构和检验检疫部门说明。

第四，关于使用醋熏蒸法对空气进行消毒，不管是现在的预防猪流感，还是以前的预防SARS，效果都是不明确的。需要提醒大家的，就是对于空气的消毒，最有效的方法，就是通风换气，所有其它的空气消毒手段，如醋熏蒸等等，都是在通风换气的基础上采取的辅助措施，任何其它的空气消毒方式都无法代替通风，务必希望大家注意这一点。（来源：家庭医生在线）

1st Day- B.M

2009-05-02T19:37:00.002+08:00

Just can say so DAMN on the subject!!
First time i do not have exam feeling of it...
Today subject really don't know how to express it..
Many of us not like last year so scary on the B.M..
Maybe is the teacher problem...haha...
Hope the others can be better more...
Next Monday and Tues is Highest Maths...@@"
Hope it can pass at the end...
Steady now~~^^v

A Tire Day!!

2009-05-01T16:07:00.002+08:00

9 A.M wake up by mum
10A.M hang out with mum and cousin

After we go to Inanam take breakfast..
Erm, we eat "FU JIAN MIAM" not nice to eat..
Later go to some area near Inanam there try to look for the lighting assets~
We go some place to look for them,liked Lintas, Hiltop and i forgot which the shop near the CKS there!!..I so blurred to see all of them..too many choices already!!
At the last time we most like the D-Light's lighting~ But not confirm to buy!!

Around 12.30P.M we go to City Mall as my mum friend open new shop there
named "女人我最IN"~There cloths nice to see~
At the same time, i go to meet my darling sis,Yan at POPULAR!!
Haha, she shocked by me..keke~Miss you so much~
I told her after finish exam we hang out together with Ning on 12/05~
kaka, she annoying why we not go on this Sunday!!Kaka~
Sis, you so cute at the moment!!Long time really not see you like that fun~
After we go to BOONSIN shop go to look for the bedding concept~
Walao too expensive for all the assets!!But all that MADE BY MALAYSIA!!

Around3.30P.m go back to home but my cousin would like to visit our new house~
They go there then me go back home by myself~
Woh~Its really a tire day!!
Its really hard to design a fresh and new house!!

偷懒日 + 新闻

2009-04-28T21:23:00.003+08:00

今天下课就来停电！它狗的！
没有什么心情上课就办早退回家~
妈妈还唠叨我~paiseh oo!!
可是，说真的五楼的通风很惨！
稍微风力不大不强时，五楼的学生就很惨！
又闷又热~真的要死哦！
只是昨天那5-6个钟没有电就让很多老师和学生的身体健康亮灯了！
我也是其中之一（感冒）！
鼻子超级不舒服的！热热的！呼吸都难！

对了！刚才下午看新闻得知亚洲也有“猪流感”！！
希望大家不要乱吃食物！尽量内障类的食物忽进较好~
注意咯~大家平安~！